Monday, November 17, 2008
Outside Looking In{10:37 PM}
To think that you can't get hurt by school friends during the holidays..well they gotta correct that phrase.. cause they got it ALL WRONG!never been this hurt since beginning of the year..makes me wish i was never in St mae..Haizz..it sucks to update my blog with a sad post.. but ain't got no choice..life's just sooo ughh..bet loads of ya'll went through the same thing too..You just want everything to go right.. you do stuff carefully.. hoping that everything goes well.. but that plan just backfires on ya.. and you loose EVERYTHING.. making you feel like All you did was NOT WORTH IT AT ALL..for once i felt things were going to be okay..for once i felt that i don't need to go through another bad day..for once i felt like i had people i can trust..But this is not the first time i got let down.. it happens ALL THE FRIGGIN TIME!So Why bother? *sigh..Okayy so Just Sit and Listen To me for once okay?you don't know my nameyou don't know anything about mei tried to play nicei wanna be in ur game..the things that you say you may think i never hear about thembut word travels fastim telling you to your faceim standing hear behind your back..if you could read my mindyou might see more of me then meets the eyeand you've been all wrongI'm not who you think i amyou've never given me a chance..you don't know how it feelsto be outside the crowdyou don't know what it's liketo be left outand you don't know how it feels to be your own bestfriendon the outside looking in..im tired of staying at homeim bored and all aloneim sick of wasting all my time.You don't know how it feelsto be outside the crowdYou don't know what it's liketo be left out..You don't know how it feels to be your own bestfriend..on the outside looking in..From My Point Of View..you just need me for your stuff.. when you're done.. then i'm gone.. SO BE IT!
The name's manda.
