Damnn haven't been blogging in a while..
thank god my official lovable spammer is on holiday .. so she can't spam my blog..
=) wonder what happened to my other spammer.. she's like busy i guess..
hehe..

Went for the dolous inside out thingie for 13-14 year olds..
DAMN! should have asked friends to follow me.. was like ALONE there.. and the only contact i have with the outside world was through my handphone which we are advised NOT to play with till lunch time.. >.
everytime when we gathered in TCR (it's one of the room in dolous where the programme was held at) I like don't talk to anyone.. well actually it's the other way around.. but yeahh get what i mean? ALONEEEE!!! haizz! so most of the time i kinda text my friends.. >.
haizz.. then start making friends..
WE HAD A TOUR OF DOLOUS! SOOO KEWL MANS! THE SHIP IS SOO BIG!
HEHE.. =)
then we had the lessons in the morning.. then had lunch..
LUNCH LUNCH LUNCH! had really awesome food! and adrianne from dolous sat with me,dylan and joel.. =) we asked her alot of questions.. till she can't finish her salad in time.. >.<>
met olga there.. she emmoo.. ate alone..guess cause she had alot on her mind.. =)
then met angela and ginny too.. with aunty alice.. soo swt!
angela was like
" so how u find the programme so far?"
"okayy lahh..*shy shy.."
"okay 'larh' only? *smiless and grins"
"eerr.. VERY GOOD VERY GOOD.."
Then we all started laughing.. =)
angela and ginny's super sweet! jaga me alot.. and they (include olga) are the longest dolouite i know.. hehe..
then started WORK!

on the first day
me and a few girls got assigned to the bookshop department!
i worked in the info counter.. lawls! met new friends!
Josh from australia(mr.hawt!) and marjun from long island(Sweet gal!).. josh gave me his sit.. (he stood okay! for like half an hour) lawls! then marjun and him start talking bout all his songs in I-tunes.. seriously alot okay!
it takes like 23 and a half days to finish all his songs.. listening non stop! xD!
(Got alot of britney songs! =.="!)
sat there and worked!
translated chinese some guy was saying into english for them.. swt! and i got every word right! (not bad for a HALF banana eyy?? ;)! hahaha) damnn didn't get to take a picture with josh.. =((!
after that i got transfered to gangway..(meaning the entrance..)
met james from germany.. he's sooo nice! and he's kinda cute.. he's like smiling non stop at me..
*drools!
hehe.. Trained my cheek muscles there mans! smile non stop..
said.. "welcome.. please go straight ahead.. *smiles.." and " buhbwaii.. thanks for coming.. have a nice day *smiles.." non stop! for an hour or so.. swt! cheeks got stuck that way.. couldn't stop smiling.. -.-! then james changed shifts with another guy.. can't remember his name.. but he's from germany too! i asked him to speak german! and he did! sooo cute!
he was like
"i don't know what to say..(in german) *big smile
i was like
"hehe.. eerrr what did ya say? @.@ *smiles"
then after an hour, got transfered to the carpark..
met agnes wong there.. we talk non stop.. then she like sooo random ask me take a picture with her.. =.='! she's sooo sweet kay! she used her umbrella to cover the sun from kena-ing me.. ahaha.. i didn't have to use mine.. i just waved mine around like a mad lady or something..
can't blame mee.. i was like seriously sleepy already.. had to try to stay awake.. =.=!
then finally can go back..
took pictures!
andrea from south korea will send it to me by this month.. =) she's a super good photographer!
and she's sooo funny!
We prayed then dismissed..

waited with mum in the bookshop.. cause she some stuff to pass to her and all that..
then she took us on tour.. (again!)
we went to their office.. saw olga.. (again.) hahaha.. waved non stop!
then she took us around the ship.. saw her cabin.. it's soooo cool!
there's suppose to be 3 in a cabin..
but all her roomates are off on holiday.. so she's gets the cabin to herself!
sooo coool! *drools!
hehehe..
then i met Abby from USA.. she's sooo cutee! think she just finish jogging.. =)
she was like..
"HEEYYYYYYY!"
i was like
" HEYYY! xD!"
then she said
"i would hug u.. but i'm kinda sweaty.. *sorry face"
then i was like
"nahh it's alright.. *smileeyy!"
hahaha! so swt! she's really good in drama.. she's like my drama role model! *salute her!
damnn can't wait to meet all my friends again.. =)
then went home..
end of story for first day

second day..
had lessons in the morning.. then switch teams..
my old team was now doing accom.. =)
we were assigned to the lunch room..
hehe.. i had to clean the counter! swt.. i took up two dead Roaches! omggg! omggg! omgg!!
*faint.. xD!
almost screamed manss.. but i was with the head of the lunch room..
paticia from the phillippines.. =) SOOO COOL! she was so kind.. she helped me with the cleaning and we talked alot.. started to get to know her.. =) hehe..
then went to join the rest of my teamates when i was done.. hehe..
met up with suzannah from hungri and her friends.. and we cleaned the plates.. =) hehe..
seriously fun! hehe cleaned and crapped. hehe..
had a great time there actually..
and well that's was it for the day.. it was also the end of our programme.. damn.. gonna miss working there..
=(
hope can meet my new friends soon!
xD!


TODAY AT MUSIC PRACTISE DAMNNN RANDOMMM KAY!
okayy this is the conversation half way through the practise
Edwin: ehh musicians must move their shoulders abit.. =)
me: *starts doing the old sixties dance.. where u move our shoulders alot.. while playing the bass
Then me and my sis danced together.. xD!
then edwin started doing it with us.. haha.. swt!
then me and edwin did the head banging thingie.. xD! linkin park style!
Rachel : Eee do the dance!
she started doing the 80's dance! michelle tagged along..
shirlye, raye, sharon and howard just lol-ed there!
=.="

so damnnn funn
and i learned how to play tears from heaven..
damnn emmo!

=(! xD! =)!

Done for today..
=) will blog tomorrow if got chance..

BTW!
EVERYONE'S INVITED TO COME FOR A PERFORMANCE AT SPRING!
ON THE 20th and 21st..(WHICH IS THIS SATURDAY AND SUNDAY)
7:30 pm at the stage! (NEAR PARKSON)
PLSSSS COME!
AND ENJOY KAYSS!!!
=DD!


Ps: I love You . .

(Kay ppl.. the italic words are my thoughts.. the rest is what i'm saying..)
Emo? Not Emo? Cannot decide.. caught in the middle..
Damnn.. What if . . .
A friend of mine said..
"You know.. you only live once.. might as well do it or spend the rest of your life wishing you had.."
Haizz.. if only things were as easy as said..

'It's breaking my heart..
Tearing me apart..
it's impossible to choose..
What If I don't try? What If I Do?
Everything that i dream's right infront of me..
If i win what would i lose?
How could i learn to live wondering..
What If?'

So many question marks in my brain noww.. can't seem to find the answers to all of my questions.. feelings kinda emo now.. *slaps myself
I really need my holiday.. need to get away from here..
JUST GET AWAY!
'I never wanna say..
what if?'

Dayuumm . . I promised not to break down . .
'But if there's nothing missing in my life..
then why does these tears fall at night?'

'Just another lesson to be learned
Gotta move on and not lose faith
Just another obstacle to take
Live my life before it gets too late
I won't give up, I won't stay down
This is what life's worth living for
I still believe in love'

(I do? ) i guess i should believe in love..

Me: This is where you don't say what u want so bad to say..
Him: This is where i want to but i won't get in the way of u and ur dreams..

I can say dat we are through
Tell myself i'm over u..
But even if i made a vow
Promise not to miss u now
and try to hide da truth inside
I fail cause i..
just can't live a lie..
(-_-)


Am currently pissed at this stupid random girl.. who suddenly msgs me and scolds me for no Fruit-ing reason... like WTF! and the worst thing is.. i have to see her blardy face tonight..
Hoping i dun punch her out..
=.="

Need a total time out now..
buhbwaii


OMG! i l o v e y o u . . .= )

Hey Hey Hey!
Long time didn't update liaw..
gonna stuff everything in the blog today.. =)

First Of All..
I'm Super Duper Glad Audition/ Full rehearsal Is FINALLY OVER!
In around Two weeks time.. Springs gonna be here.. and well start of next year..
*EMO!..
Dayumm.. it felt like the holidays just started yesterday..

Okayy.. well a few nights ago..
cindy suddenly msged me.. then i decided to call her..
lawls.. very retarded conversation..
something bout her being left behind one year.. cause the doctors and 7th mile don't let her see calender.. xD!
anyway.. spent alot of $ on that call yooo! haha.. but it's okay larh.. =)
then after that i spammed her inbox..
text her super fast.. around nearly 50 msges in one minute.. xD!

Okayy moving along..
Finally can relax this week.. so yeah my baddie people! i'm sorry for skipping out on ya'll the pass few weeks!
this next week is gonna be all bout u guys! baddie everyday! ^.^
Ohhh yeahh!
serene told me that just at training.. euffie and her found out what kind of songs coach listens too..
and well at first i thought it was rain.. cause coach was trying to keep that korean-like hairstyle once..
BUT NOOO! IT WAS THE SPICE GIRLS!! *Jaw Drops!
OMG-H-I-J-K-L-M-N!! So swt manss! next week gonna kacau coach liaw.. hehe..

Oh yeahh.. and went spring yesterday.. poor raye.. waited there alone the whole morning..
lawls.. but before that.. i went to 'collect' my hutang from gan.. aiiiyoo! when reach there arhh
she go say her sis took it!! WTF-G-H-I-J-K-L-M-N! rarghh! Wanted to bite her handss manss!
oh well.. didn't spent long there.. went spring straight away..
felt awkward carrying raye's bottle in a PINK BAG and his sweater that the dad passed to me..
Then after that.. went kai kai.. xD!

Met ALOTTT of people i know!! So Swt..
- Linus! =)
(Partly Cause he was working there... haha.. Poppies! So damn farny.. i scare off two saykhias.. owhh well! my Pink ball!! xD!)

- Andre! =)
(So unexpected.. xD! thought he went to KL adi..)

- Kim Phua! =)
(Didn't notice that she passed me.. Lawls.. Or not go WAVEEEEE liaw! anyway.. I'll just say " HII!" here.. was staring at the toyota stage..xD! but yeahh she was there with her sis i think if i'm not mistaken.. )

Anyway.. the rest can't recall..
Think i saw Demie tan there also.. if i wasn't mistaken.. xD! Didn't see her for a long time adi.. can't really remember.. hehe..

Walked around spring sooo many times! sooo sien adi! xD!
Had ice cream at the end of it.. sick of ice cream! took me like half and hour to eat finish.. =.="
then went music practise.. hehe.. and after the music practise.. we all extended the family tree! xD!
IN ONE NIGHT..
hehe..

it started with this..

I'm Dennis's mother..

Then it added on! ^.^

Karen Is My Mother/Dennis's Grandma..
Rachel's My Sister/Dennis's Aunty..
Nana is also My Sister/ Dennis's Aunty..
Andrea Is Karen's Mother/ My Grandma/ Dennis's Great Grandma..
Howard is Karen's 244th Husband/ Dennis's Grandpa..
Darren is Rachel's 15th Husband/ Dennis's Uncle..
Raymond is My daughter/son/it in law/..Dennis's Wife/Husband/It..
Shirely Is My expected New Born Baby Girl from Raye and Dennis..xD!

Damnn retarded..
if u're wondering why so limited husbands?
It's cause they died or got lost along the way..
xD!
(it sounds like the wifes have like everlasting lifes or the husbands just dies fast..xD!)

Anyway..
am out for today..
totally tired with rehearsal adi..
wanna go download more games and go Zzz!
hehe.. (sleeping on air bed.. dun care wad)

AM ADDICTED TO O.C GAME!

Ps: I Love You . . .
Baby Get Ready, Get Set, Please Don't Go . .

Lets See, Lets see..
forgot to blog yesterday.. so i'll blog now..
xD!

went out with aunty su, sharon, ivory and ariel..
hehe.. retarded.. went to spring.. (yeapss.. without serene..=(.. sobs..)
haha.. anyway.. We went kai kai..
after that.. we had ice cream then went home.. =)
Lawls.. met samantha lai there too.. didn't know it was her till ariel and ivory told me..
swtss.. such a bad friend mans.. but can't blame me.. met her online anyway.. XD!

went and crash at sharon's house..
Stayed at comp room with raye.. the rest went upstairs to make noise.. =.="
Then both of us download games for my phone.. lawls..
the comp kept restarting.. so had to wait for quite a while.. sienx..
got toooo bored waiting for my games..
i took the cluedo set down from the cupboard..
then started 'playing dollie!' =.="!
haha.. made raye listen to my WHOLE STORY TWO TIMES!
it's like super retarded..

Conversation between us.. (mostly me.. since i'm telling the story)
Me: I tell you the story!! we can play dollieee! xD
R: eeerrr... nooo.. YOU can play.. not me.. =.="
Me: Nevermind! just listen.. okayy.. once upon a time..
R: ... -_-"~
Me: fineee! more 21st century then.. kk.. Mrs. Peacock rightt.. she's actually from a very poor background.. her mother had to sell ais kacang to raise her up and pay for her education.. then after college.. she found a job.. that pays average salary larh... she spent all her money on expensive clothes.. and she spent most of her time going to elite parties.. there's where she met Mr. Green..
R: HAHAHAHA!
Me: then Mr.Green and Mrs. Peacock started a conversation.. the longer they talked, the more Mr.green started to fall for her..and btw.. Mr.Green very rich business man.. but he doi doi around girls he likes..
Sooo... Mrs.peacock found him very vulnerable.. then she plan to use alll of his money..
Then Mr. Green proposed to her.. they got married.. Then after one week of marriage.. Mrs. Peacock starting really loving Mr. Green.. but then Mr.Green was actually a Player!
R: HAHAHAHA!
Me: So Mr. Green started flirting with the Chief maid.. which was Mrs. White.. (But Mrs. white only flirt with him cause she wants to get higher salary) and at that moment Mrs.White Was dating Colonel Mustard dude.. then colonel mustard a bit jealous.. Mrs. Peacock wanted to take revenge.. so She also try to flirt with colonel mustard.. but he very faithful.. so he stood by Mrs.white..
Mr. Green still takes care of Mrs.Peacock.. so Mrs. Peacock decided to further her studies.. and asked Mr. Green to pay for her.. she studied at Harvard..there's where she met.. Proffesor Plum..
R: *still laughing..
Me: then proffesor plum and her pak toh.. then when she graduated.. she brought proffesor plum back to the house.. (Mrs.peacock was actually just using proffesor plum)..but they got married anyway only to find that Mr. Green doesn't give a damn whether she re-marry's or not..
then during the next elite party.. he met Miss scarlet.. But this time.. Mr.green was really sincere about his love for Miss scarlet.. But it's the other way around now.. Miss scarlet played him.. but Mr. Green was blinded by love to actually realise it..
Mrs. white and colonel mustard got married in the end.. and miss scarlet and Mr.green got married..(cause she wants to use all his money) and well mrs.peacock and proffesor plum are together..
Lawls.. my brain blank now.. can't make up a continuation.. sorry arh raye..
R: ROFL!! hahaha... go tell ariel the story!
*ariel and sharon walked in..
so i told the story once again..xD

not bad for a story that i made up along the way.. hehe..
anyway..
after that all of us went upstairs and crap and play..
i fell asleep! =.="
went home and sleep somemore..
then got up in less that 30 minutes.. got ready and went for band practise at the studio..
hahah..
KEITH drove there! aloneee! lawls.. then we jammed and played..
OMG edwin has sooo much super nice guitars there!
then drums is sooo damnnn nice and the bass strings feels sooo new..
damnn bang on the drums like madd.. jamm jamm jamm!! xD!

then edwin and keith played canon in D on the electric guitar.. edwin did the super hard part..
OMG! me and raye were like.. *jaw drop!..
then raye recorded everything! daayumm.. sooo niceee arh!!
then serene tried calling 5 times!.. (MY BUDDIE'S BACK!! ^.^ .. ^.^!!) didn't hear cause we jam tooo loud!
so i went out and call her back after that..
jumped around the whole studio manss!!
like *boink boink* here and there arhh!
Lawls..
then went for dinner.. keith drove all of us there..
sooo nice of edwin to chia us..=)
then edwin's girlfriend came.. then both of them sent raye, me and my sis home.. hehe..

Super fun mans! learnt to play sooo many things manss..
*droolss..
tonight practise and keith's house..
then tomorrow night at the studio again.. ^.^!


that's all for now..
``Buhbwaii~

P.s : I Love You . . .

Omg! slept at 3 a.m++..(addicted to Ps: I love you).. woke up at 8:00 a.m.. cause mum wanted to take me out..
forced myself out of bed.. then got ready and went downstairs..
then my mum received a phone call.. talk for like two hours kay!
i lie on the couch like person going to die nia arhh! so damnn sleepyy! and she's talking on the phone!
=.="

went out bla bla.. then sis almost finish college.. so had to pick her up..
but thank god mum dropped me home.. got at least 20 mins of sleep! (AT LEAST LARH!)
Then sis rushed me to go church.. then i got ready and went..
waited for a 30 minutes for ariel and ah foong to come..
OMG! aunty Yu came to see us again..
jeng jeng jeng! last part not yet drill.. apparently got problem with the cut song.. so aunty u, ariel, sandra and lydia spent around nearly 1 hour to cut the song and make it perfect.. meanwhilee... ah foong and me do weird weird exercise to reduce and strenghten our TUMMY! ^.^
then we had the longgg talk! lawls..
aunty u and the rest trying to do the song..
me and ah foong camwhore and crap non stop! xD!
Then we did the dance.. but quite blurr.. cause some beats not the same..
hehe..
this thursday DRILL arh!
Tomorrow going to see edwin..
perfecting the band! doii~ sienx arh!

after the dance thingie.. went home.. read the book thingie aunty su gave a assignment.. then went churh one hour later..xD.. do the book thingie then carried on with prayer meeting..
=) Had a great timee.. then after that.. the youth band stayed behind and talked..
i showed a picture of this dude who looked exactly like keith to everyone..
and keith was like OMG! look like me! xD..
haha..
they like wear same type of clothes..
hairstyle almost the same..
the way they talk also almost the same!
haiiyoo! TWINS!
haha.. then we crap and crap.. tried to find fast songs for the band thingie..
tomorrow switching place with keith.. to see whether sound nicer..
keith play bass.. i play drums..xD!
Sick of guitar.. today baru play.. sienx sienx sienx!

OMGG! like totally addicted to this chorus..
kept singing the whole day!

Look at u..
Look at me..
There's never any Us..
can't u see all we can become..
we can shine like the sun..
if we believe that two stars are brighter than one..

^.^

ohh yeah!
wanna say sorry to euffie!
Can't make it for baddie this sunday..
got the rehearsal thingie.. must play baddie some day kay? =)
Just dun kill mee arhh! xD!

and Serene!
Tomorow! tomorrow!
Lalala..
The last time i freaked out
I just kept looking down!
I stt-stt-stuter
(bla bla.. ignore those crappy lyrics! now read the last part dramaticly okay!)
I CAN'T WAIT, TO SEE YA AGAIN!
Comee homee!
Spring and baddie ain't the same without uuu! =(
LAWLS!
RETARDATION NATION!

am done for today..
wanna go read finish and catch up on my sleep..
Oh yeahh! thanks to raye..
i'm also addicted to limewire..xD!

Buhbwaii!

Ps: I Love You . .

Yooo!
i'mm backk! Yeah i'm sure ya'll miss me! =.=".. sorry just being lame.. Raye teach onee.. i learnt everything from him! -_-"
anyway.. woke up at around 7:30-8:00.. checked my phone messages.. OMG! raye woke up around 6:00++.. PENG!@_@.. after checking.. fell asleep again.. XD! (i'm such a pig!!).. woke up again around 8:40.. realised i was late! rush to wash up and all that.. then picked joanda and tabby from tabby's house!
had laksa! *yummz! (but today somehow the laksa taste.. TASTE-LESS!)
Talk talk talk.. then keith joined us.. and we talked somemore..
went church.. lawl.. uncle eng sing led worship today.. WHOAH! non stop manss.. there's like no breaks in between the song.. he just transpose the chords according to the song and sang it.. one after the other..
but it was GREAT!

After church.. had choir practise..
damnn.. last last week aunty su and nana took picture of me singing with the kids and doing the actions for the song.. this week tabby! doi~! =.="
I know i'm cuteeee marhh! xD! (deng that raye! passed me his perasan-ness also!)
after that.. we went to have lunch.. at chong chun!(finally..) hehe.. long story behind that one..
tell ya'll next time..

we went to the corner shop with around 6 people.. ended up going back with only three people including myself..
lawls.. after lunch.. ariel, sharon and ivory went cold storage.. then raye, me and meg walked back to church together.. lawls.. kolien meg.. me and raye pakat bully her! hehe.. but good thing she can take a joke.. or else die liaw arhh.. x_X
Went to kids church and watch the people do ballroom..
ahaha.. me and raye were like commenting away!

Okayy.. part of the conversation we had.. xD!
Me: Damnn! look at the woobly praying mantis..
R: yeah loh! i dance better arh!
Me: dayuummm.. u very perasan.. but unfortunetly i have to agree with you..
*then that person went to sit with megan.. which was quite close to me and raye..
*I took out my phone.. text raye..
Me: Haha.. dance funny larhh..
Raye: Yeahh lorhh.. hahaha
*then aunty lily came in.. i hit raye's leg..
Me: OMG! My mummy! xD!
*Then raye's text came in..
R: OMG ! your mummy! xD!
Me: damnn.. waveeee!
R: Hahaha
*then both of us started laughing.. then aunty lily left the building
R: ur mummy leave liaw..
Me: Byeee mummy! xD!
*then we stopped texting and started talking..
R: borrow ur phonee.. wanna beat my own high score..
(FYI.. for my worm's golf game.. all the high score got raye's name.. daayuumm.. obsessed much!)
Me: alright.. you know my tower bloxx not working! like so damn arh!*pass him my phone
R:Let me play mine.. haha try beating my record.. *passed me his phone
Then we started playing the game like siaw!

Lawls.. very swt..
we waited for ariel and the rest to come back.. but they took toooo long..
so me and raye went to cold storage to get popcorn and drinks.. want to laugh at the two bitchy dancer and stuff our face with food so that it'll make the laughter more dramatic..
on our way out we say ariel and the rest.. so swt.. took them like 1 hour + mans! and ariel and ivory came out empty handed.. but they bought a teddy for sharon larh..xD!
Went to look for popcorn and drinks.. then went back..
then laugh and laugh somemore.. then hip hop dance started..
no CS to play today.. =(! so had to focus on the dance..
dayuumm!

Had headache! and yeah! tried doing baby freeze!xD! my wrist was actually already painful.. then stupidly did the baby freeze somemore..
now my right wrist is injured.. AGAIN! damn!had to bandage it.. now can't text properly and can't do much stuff properly..LAWL!

TABBY WENT HOME TODAY!!
SOBSSS!
GONNA MISS HER!
Can't wait for the Next L.O.V.E gathering! XD!
hehe..
speaking of people i miss

SERENE!!!!
DAYUUMMM GIRL! GOT SOOO MUCH TO TELL YOU!!
COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS TILL U GET BACK!
i'm NOT going to spring till you get back!
=(! Need my baddie, spring, gossip and well everything buddie back!!
MISS YA LOADSSSS MANSS!
Oh yeah.. according to dawson.. euffie is now coaching us at training!
OMG! (fyi.. euffie is MY AGE people! MY AGE!.. yeah and you reading!close ur mouth! you dun wanna attract flies!)

So that's all for today..
Buhbwaii people! xD!

P.s:I Love You . .