just a dream :)

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Lost in an image, in a dream..{3:59 PM}

(Kay ppl.. the italic words are my thoughts.. the rest is what i'm saying..)
Emo? Not Emo? Cannot decide.. caught in the middle..
Damnn.. What if . . .
A friend of mine said..
"You know.. you only live once.. might as well do it or spend the rest of your life wishing you had.."
Haizz.. if only things were as easy as said..

'It's breaking my heart..
Tearing me apart..
it's impossible to choose..
What If I don't try? What If I Do?
Everything that i dream's right infront of me..
If i win what would i lose?
How could i learn to live wondering..
What If?'

So many question marks in my brain noww.. can't seem to find the answers to all of my questions.. feelings kinda emo now.. *slaps myself
I really need my holiday.. need to get away from here..
JUST GET AWAY!
'I never wanna say..
what if?'

Dayuumm . . I promised not to break down . .
'But if there's nothing missing in my life..
then why does these tears fall at night?'

'Just another lesson to be learned
Gotta move on and not lose faith
Just another obstacle to take
Live my life before it gets too late
I won't give up, I won't stay down
This is what life's worth living for
I still believe in love'

(I do? ) i guess i should believe in love..

Me: This is where you don't say what u want so bad to say..
Him: This is where i want to but i won't get in the way of u and ur dreams..

I can say dat we are through
Tell myself i'm over u..
But even if i made a vow
Promise not to miss u now
and try to hide da truth inside
I fail cause i..
just can't live a lie..
(-_-)

Am currently pissed at this stupid random girl.. who suddenly msgs me and scolds me for no Fruit-ing reason... like WTF! and the worst thing is.. i have to see her blardy face tonight..
Hoping i dun punch her out..
=.="

Need a total time out now..
buhbwaii

OMG! i l o v e y o u . . .= )