hey there, i haven't been able to come online to blog for a while.So yeah am sorry for that. anyways, this post will be kinda long to make up for the days i can't blog.

well on wednesday, the youth leaders had to buy all the tools needed for the retreat (on friday). went to church that evening and met up with nana, karen, megan, sandra, linus and dennis at the board room. went to cold storage to buy shaver and the cream. my sis was too busy finding the price for the shavers in guardian and cold storage, she actually walked out with the UN paid shavers in her hand. She didn't realize it till karen pointed it out. So happens i was standing there doing nothing, so i had to go back to guardian and pay for the shavers. It was seriously awkward cause this girl around my age or older was like looking at me with this weird look and she was eyeing the shavers i had in my hands. lol. I paid then ran out as fast a possible. note to self : when asked to pay for UN paid shaver that is taken out from the shop, get a guy to do it. =.="

then we went over to rachel's house cause she had alot of unfinished food at home. so we, young growing people will help her finish it. had to do the drama also and i kinda forgot to look up for dramas that can be used for the theme. so had to randomly add more ideas in my main one >.< (which turned out okay (: haha) dinner was GREAT!rachel cooked an awesome meal! then went to the first house living room and started doing the drama. made dennis get ice cream for us, wanted mc flurry but walls ice cream will do (:
linus was suppose to be the romeo in the drama. but his face was too innocent, so we made him become jesus. xD Rachel substituted linus (cause dennis doesn't want to act. blah blah blah) the way rachel act super funny. laughed till stomach ache. couldn't do a serious scene until the 5th practise.went back home around 11 plus. couldn't remembered the time cause was seriously exhausted. so went to bed early that night. (:

the next day (thursday)
woke up at about 9:55 cause i had to get ready for tuition. went down and found NO ONE AT HOME AT ALL! panicked cause tuition was about to start. tried calling my mum and sis through the house phone. but the phone line was fruit-ing dead! and my cell happens to be in coma. That leaves me with absolutely NO WAYS OF COMMUNICATING WITH THE WORLD OUTSIDE. Well, except through the internet. but it was so early, i was lucky to find anyone online. =.=" was so freaking pissed at that moment. went online and saw james online. i asked him to help contact my mum or someone at church. couldn't reach her. argh! and i was already half an hour late, knew that i didn't have to go. but i need the green light from my mum to ease the guilt. Ariel went online after that and i asked her to try calling my mum. and she got through. yay! got permission and all that. so i stayed online since there was nothing better to do. did maths the night before already!
Not long after that my sis came home and cooked me lunch. hehe. went to cut my fringe since mum complained that it was too long yada yada blah blah. haha. after getting my fringe shortened, went to church to help get ready the props for retreat.
that's when i CUT MY FRUIT-ING FINGER! Ariel and my sis freaked out cause my finger was bleeding like mad. and i got blood all over my sis's slippers, the table and papers. And the weirdest part was, i was laughing and crying at the same time. it so blardy hurts. but laughter kinda took the pain away. and my sis was like " are u laughing or crying???" then i answered in between my sobs and laughter " i can't decide" =.="!
dennis and aunty jade wrapped a tissue around my finger to try to stop the bleeding. the tissue was like all red. yucks! My finger hurt so badly mans! had kids church meeting and music practise after that, then i sent sharon home and went to sleep!(retreat the next day!)


well i'm blog about the retreat in the next post. (: am exhausted! i NEED to sleep! blarely got any last night. ya'll know the story after i blog bout it in my next post. thanks for reading!
have a great day!

mynameismanda, X

Stupid Peee Emmm Arrrhhh(xD!) Stress!

everyday, the teachers who come into our class will remind us how close PMR is and how many days we actually have left minus the exams, holidays, days the teachers are absent cause of important meetings bout the marking skim. depressing eh?
baddie ain't helping me get over the stress either. it just ain't fun like it used to be. *sigh

i'm thinking of taking up tennis. suggested that to my dad since last hols he took me to his old friend's training(went only once caused had to drive back to KL the in 2 days time). and that dude told me i have potential. but sad thing is i might hurt my hand cause of the big wrist and locking wrist difference.
so my dad said i can take it up when i'm like in my university days. =.="! going to be a super noob

back to PMR. i can't believe it's so close! time moves really fast. in a blink of an eye, it likes only 5-6 months away. (don't make me convert it into days, minutes and seconds) don't feel confident bout anything ): so stressed out!
gotta eat more raisins (sister gave me a big tupeware few days ago and told me it helps my super bad memory. but i think she's partly giving it to me because she's sick of raisins. heehee) my memory suck mans. i forget stuff easily =.=! darn and now with my phone out, i have no friggin idea what's in my planner and things to do =.=! curse sony ericsson K550i!

anyways,
i'm trying to get better grades in all my exams. hopefully i can ace it. want pressies like i got for getting good results for UPSR. yay! haha. i want to get a new phone during december if possible. and i think i might be going ausie to spend christmas with daddy there. so it'll be great! (: as longs as i convince my sis to study there cause all the malls closes at around 5 pm so there ain't much to do after that. cause if she doesn't go, we have to stay back with her and i do need a buddy to accompany me since malls close SO early and it'll be expensive to use ma phone to text. she can take care of herself but we feel bad letting her spend christmas alone. so yeah. hope we ALL can go. (:

next gerak gempur is in august. i wanna get good results! and ermm, i wanna get good results and did i mention that i wanna get good results? ;)

Deng my sister for setting super high results for me to beat.
Haha. So This is how it works with me and my sis, She sets the Target and i try to beat her or AT LEAST get SAME results. never lower.

so far i beat her in UPSR.
next is this year's PMR. =.=! i can't lose! *kia su-ness! xD!

Spm is also going to be super tough. can't see how my sis survived taking 13 subs and aced them. except dumb moral (which alot of people agree with me when i say it's absolutely stupid!) bring on the late nights and early morning! i'm ready to take my sis's challenge! bring it on mans!

She's almost done with A levels and she's gonna leave me soon. ):
Yeah, we argue alot, and yeah we scream at each other alot. but i've learnt alot from her. and i look up to her alot. (: i'm gonna miss her when she goes.
i love ma sis!
i rememebered this time when we were still in KL.
i chased this girl around the whole field just cause she teased my sis and joel bout having a crush on each other blah blah blah. (he's a year older than my sis. our childhood friend (: he has a brother too, daniel, who's a year older than me)
haha. good times. (:

what happens when she's gone :-
- no more gossip buddy
- no more 'driver'
- no more silly things we did together
- no more arguing just for the sake of aruging
- no one to wake me up ):
- no one to cook delicious italian and western food for me
- no one to jogging all the way to BDC just to get reload (that was before she knew how to drive. so erm now, we drive all the way there.)
- no more exploring places around our housing area when we're out jogging till we get lost =.=!
- empty room next to mine which i always barge into
- no more fighting for the bathroom
- no more watching play house disney shows cause there's nothing better to watch on astro together
- no more playing guitar and piano and singing(more like screaming) our lungs out
- no more making you play the bass when it's my turn to get prayed over
- no one to nag at me whenever i leave my stuff around
- no more 'ta jie' ):

*emo
who put that onion infront of me? it's making me cry. =.=" lawls!

mynameismanda, X

Hey Ya'll! =) exams are done.. so i got some spare time to spend blogging. hahaha..

The Stupid DEPRESSING way of starting my holiday is GETTING MY Fcking Phone Spoilt!
Sooo Blardy Ma Huan!! Like RARGHHH mans! so called ann marie to take to the dad's friend's shop.. but they moved to 7th mile! (what theee mans!) so in the end.. took it to jasmine's shop.. thanks to ann.. i can fix my phone asap! xD! so totally owe ann and jasmine loads manss! and i totally love amanda's new hairstyle! (not me.. ann marie's sister..) hahaha.. like my sis's hairstyle.. but with high lights!

anyway..
am so totally obsessed with youtube!
got sooo sick of downloading songs from lime wire soo youtube is my other music source that's actually freaking functioning!
xD!

meeeee likee =) :-

1) BRITISH ACCENT!!I'm Totally Crazy bout british accent! it's soo nice! hahaha! watch pirates of the carribean and bridget jones's diary over and over.. love their accent mans!

2) Taylor Swift! Her Voiceee sooo damnnn nice mans! Hahaha.. went on youtube and watched ALL her videos! haha.. xD! (That's what happens when your hp goes into coma)

3) Watching House and Merlin! (Cannot miss any episode mans!) he's so funny! hahaha.. and merlin is just nice...(fyi.. i'm missing 15 minutes of house just to type this out..)

4) Making up random songs! like yesterday..(the very moment my phone went koo koo) i started singing about my broken phone and how i miss texting and crap.. lawls!
everyone started laughing and i was like feeling miserable! so it ain't funny mans!

5) SLEEPING! it's da hols mans! my only time to actually get sleep!

6) Making My Sis Do Random Drama Stuff with me! i'm bored marhh! and i ain't going down alone!



That's all i can think off atm..
Hahaha..

Say you’re sorry, that face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As i paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on the days drag on
Stupid girl, I should’ve known
I should’ve known

Maybe I was naïve, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake, I didn’t know to be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, well now I know

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted, but I’m so sorry. . .

I’m not a princess, this ain’t a fairytale
I’m not the one you’ll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain’t hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it’s too late for you and your white horse
To come around

Cause I’m not your princess, this ain’t a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday
Who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
And it’s too late for you and your white horse

=)
Time to go watch house..
will be back in like an hour's time..

Thanks For Reading!

You don't know how much i love ya'll!
Manda, x!

Hey Ya'll!
Finally got my modem back! (rarghh.. after 2 months of total no internet!)
Yeahh! still pissed off at the pc people..
they say take like 2 weeks or so.. but actually took around 2 MONTHS! like what the??!
anyways.. moving on..

In Honour Of My Spammer , Daphne Wong Pei Ling! xP! i will now write(more like type) 20 pig pork words.. =.="!

pig pork pig pork pig pork pig pork pig pork pig pork pig pork pig pork pig pork pig pork pig pork pig pork pig pork pig pork pig pork pig pork pig pork pig pork pig pork and last but not least PIG PORK!!

To daph: I hope u're satisfied! xD!

Back To Muahh! ;)

So much stuff happened! man i miss blogging like hell!
bla bla bla.. can ya'll believe i'm 15 already??
Haiyoo! Pmr this year! gotta buy drypers wee wee dry.. am totally going to pee in ma pants! haha!

well.. like a week before CNY break, i skipped school for a week.. went on vacation to KL! =)
went shopping day and night! till legs painful mans!
then drove down to Taiping on the fifth day i think..
was suppose to leave at 3 in the morning! but my parents totally forgot.. and i like stayed up the whole night.. watch movies after movies to stay awake.. lawls.. but forgot to look at the time larh! =.='!
(haha.. at that very day.. i finally got my sister addicted to cake mania! she play till no bat.. then don't want let me charge my phone mans!) >.owh well.. had a great time in KL.. was sooo busy chasing my CUTE ADOWABLE NEPHEW around! (actually he did most of the chasing.. =.=")
he's sooo cuteee! and he's like only one years old.. and he got ah beng hair style!
like mohawk! cause of the way he sleep! soooo adorable!!
my nephew is also a SUPER BIG TV ADDICT! (can't stop watching tv one.. =.=!)

But had a great holiday! =)
haha..
now like study till late at night mans!
sooo stressing!

owh yeahh.. then there's this girl named natasha amira who came back to st mae. she was at ausie.. then she CAMEEE BACKK! xD! Lawls.. apparently she was in the same primary school as me.. but well.. i can't really remember much =.=!
And It's totally great that we have a new addition to our class 'jungle'!
muahaha! but atm.. she's kinda quiet and shy..=) no worries! we'll totally change that!hehe..

hmm what else? what else?
nothing much happening.. wait no.. actually got alot of stuff happening but can't think of it now.. =.=! hehe..

owh well.. that'll be it for today..
will update more soon!
now gotta go do maths! ^.^! hahaha

buhbwaii..
=)

take my heart back..
leave ur pictures on the floor..
steal back my memories..
i can't take it anymore..
i've cried my eyes out..
and now i face the years..
the way you loved me..
vanished all in tears..