Stupid Peee Emmm Arrrhhh(xD!) Stress!

everyday, the teachers who come into our class will remind us how close PMR is and how many days we actually have left minus the exams, holidays, days the teachers are absent cause of important meetings bout the marking skim. depressing eh?
baddie ain't helping me get over the stress either. it just ain't fun like it used to be. *sigh

i'm thinking of taking up tennis. suggested that to my dad since last hols he took me to his old friend's training(went only once caused had to drive back to KL the in 2 days time). and that dude told me i have potential. but sad thing is i might hurt my hand cause of the big wrist and locking wrist difference.
so my dad said i can take it up when i'm like in my university days. =.="! going to be a super noob

back to PMR. i can't believe it's so close! time moves really fast. in a blink of an eye, it likes only 5-6 months away. (don't make me convert it into days, minutes and seconds) don't feel confident bout anything ): so stressed out!
gotta eat more raisins (sister gave me a big tupeware few days ago and told me it helps my super bad memory. but i think she's partly giving it to me because she's sick of raisins. heehee) my memory suck mans. i forget stuff easily =.=! darn and now with my phone out, i have no friggin idea what's in my planner and things to do =.=! curse sony ericsson K550i!

anyways,
i'm trying to get better grades in all my exams. hopefully i can ace it. want pressies like i got for getting good results for UPSR. yay! haha. i want to get a new phone during december if possible. and i think i might be going ausie to spend christmas with daddy there. so it'll be great! (: as longs as i convince my sis to study there cause all the malls closes at around 5 pm so there ain't much to do after that. cause if she doesn't go, we have to stay back with her and i do need a buddy to accompany me since malls close SO early and it'll be expensive to use ma phone to text. she can take care of herself but we feel bad letting her spend christmas alone. so yeah. hope we ALL can go. (:

next gerak gempur is in august. i wanna get good results! and ermm, i wanna get good results and did i mention that i wanna get good results? ;)

Deng my sister for setting super high results for me to beat.
Haha. So This is how it works with me and my sis, She sets the Target and i try to beat her or AT LEAST get SAME results. never lower.

so far i beat her in UPSR.
next is this year's PMR. =.=! i can't lose! *kia su-ness! xD!

Spm is also going to be super tough. can't see how my sis survived taking 13 subs and aced them. except dumb moral (which alot of people agree with me when i say it's absolutely stupid!) bring on the late nights and early morning! i'm ready to take my sis's challenge! bring it on mans!

She's almost done with A levels and she's gonna leave me soon. ):
Yeah, we argue alot, and yeah we scream at each other alot. but i've learnt alot from her. and i look up to her alot. (: i'm gonna miss her when she goes.
i love ma sis!
i rememebered this time when we were still in KL.
i chased this girl around the whole field just cause she teased my sis and joel bout having a crush on each other blah blah blah. (he's a year older than my sis. our childhood friend (: he has a brother too, daniel, who's a year older than me)
haha. good times. (:

what happens when she's gone :-
- no more gossip buddy
- no more 'driver'
- no more silly things we did together
- no more arguing just for the sake of aruging
- no one to wake me up ):
- no one to cook delicious italian and western food for me
- no one to jogging all the way to BDC just to get reload (that was before she knew how to drive. so erm now, we drive all the way there.)
- no more exploring places around our housing area when we're out jogging till we get lost =.=!
- empty room next to mine which i always barge into
- no more fighting for the bathroom
- no more watching play house disney shows cause there's nothing better to watch on astro together
- no more playing guitar and piano and singing(more like screaming) our lungs out
- no more making you play the bass when it's my turn to get prayed over
- no one to nag at me whenever i leave my stuff around
- no more 'ta jie' ):

*emo
who put that onion infront of me? it's making me cry. =.=" lawls!

mynameismanda, X