I'm So Frigging Happy!


Jump For Joy! ^.^

Went to 3rd mile for dinner (after tuition.)
then we ate at a place that was screening this italia open tennis match i think.
So my dad and i got a table with good view larh
Then like my dad watch till soo song.
took that opportunity to ask him to let me major tennis instead of baddie
and He actually said YES!
i was like *jaw drop!
cause like i've been persuading him since feb i think, he kept turning me down.
saying "something something.. bla bla.. u're a baddie player. concentrate on baddie first. u might hurt ur arm then u can't play baddie." =.=

so frigging happy larh! played it but didn't really get the chance to learn much. now i get to major it!
Yay!^^

okay, urm back to today.
Pn Chiam So Funny. she came into class smiling (at least i thought she was smiling)
then i compliment her (as usual) then suddenly she went over, took a broom and banged the table! =.= i almost rofl-ed! then she suddenly lectured us. then half way through, she smiled and laughed. What thee?? double =.="!
i think she read kim's blog. cause kim like post something bout her. but surprisingly she actually knows what kim's url is. so freaking funny! kim was like trauma-ing in class. she wanted to change to private blog. lawls.

then class went on. something happened.(ain't going to explain) then it was last period!
Pn chiam's moral period!
very fun owhh..
she gave some moral quiz thingie.
and she was reading it realll slow. so me and daph started talking bout camp and all that.
(she can't expect us to pay attention. it was sooo frigging hot!)
think she noticed that some of the students the whole class wasn't paying attention. then she asked me do acting of a famous person (anyone that is quite well known) then let the class guess. i wrote her name on a paper and passed it to her. since she wants to see who i was going to act out.
and she was like laughing alone =.=
then i acted as her. the whole class laughed. then she came in front of the class to ask for the answer and i was standing behind her following her every move. =.=

think pn.chiam got dendam with pn.hong cause she asked me to act as pn.hong the next time =.=! anyway. that's all for today
gotta get chords ready, re-organize schedule for camp, get SLEEP!
got two meetings in the morning. 8:00-10:00 for youth then 10:00-12:00 for kids church =.=!
peng arh!

happy urm 12.08 am friday?
happy labour day!

mynameismanda, X!

Omg! this is an awesome song by corey crowder
it's about a father who split up with his kid(somehow. not quite sure) and he's just wants to be with him and spend time with his kid
(hope i got the story right)

I'll keep on drivin so we can talk a while
I know I could drive all night just to stay here with you
At the end the night we'll embrace and stare at the star filled night
Would it be alright if we didnt say goodbye this time?

I'll wait and wonder when our next time will be
I'll see you next week, hopefully
I wish it were sooner
At the end of our trip we'll embrace and stare at the star filled night
Would it be alright if we didnt say goodbye this time?

Every time were away I feel a distance I cant take
Watching you drive away, oh it kills me

I'll be alright
Have no worries
Im just a bit over anxious
And maybe a little impatient
At the end of the night next time after we look at the star filled night
Can we escape to a far away land where we will forever remain..
Living as one and walking hand in hand

So meaningful. :) a father's love.

i found my old story!
haha. haven't seen this in over like a year or so.
i still remembered what my dad said when he ACCIDENTALLY read this story.
=.= said i need some pro counseling thingie. funny funny. anyway, here it is.
enjoy!
ps: i editted it abit.(well changed the name larh! cause someee people *Cough KIMBERLY PHUA WEY HAN *coughs starts having wrong thoughts bout me and yada yada blah blah)

Happy Ending . . .

She lay in bed, eyes staring straight up at the ceiling. Her eyes hurt from the crying she had been doing all night. Her throat was dry, and when she swallowed, it hurt.

The grandfather’s clock downstairs chimed eight times. It was eight in the morning. Time to wake up, she thought dully.

Right on cue, her mother burst into the room, resplendent in a sunny yellow dress. “Natalie. Time to wake up.”

Natalie stared at her mother angrily as her mother took in her tear-streaked face. “Oh, stop the nonsense, Natalie. Today is your happy day. Wash your face, get ready and then come down,” her mother said crossly and left the room.

Minutes ticked by. Natalie mechanically stood up and headed to the bathroom. When she was clean and pretty, she went downstairs.

The mansion she lived in was a state of flurried activity. Maids scuttled past her, dusting, cleaning, decorating, preparing food doing all sorts of rubbish. Pure rubbish, she said resentfully to herself.

Her cousin Cameron appeared. Cameron and Natalie had been close ever since they were children, and Cameron knew how Natalie felt about today.

“Oh, Natalie. I’m sorry,” Cameron whispered, pulling Natalie in for a hug.

Natalie remained motionless. She couldn’t even cry anymore. Her energy sent. “Chin up. Natalie. I know it’s hard but you’re strong,” Cameron said encouragingly to Natalie

Time whipped past them, and before Natalie knew it, it was noon. It was twelve o’clock.

Time to get ready.

“Natalie! Where are you? The hairdresser and the make up artist are here.” shrieked Natalie’s mother.

Natalie allowed herself to be led into a small room. As the hairdresser artfully twisted her hair into curls, she heard someone come in.

She turned, expecting to see Cameron. But-no-it wasn’t – it was – “Jason,” she whispered.

The hairdresser and the make up artist stared at her.
“Is he supposed to be here?” asked the hairdresser.

Natalie ignored them. She ran to Jason and hugged him tightly, tears running down her face streaking her face with mascara.

“I don’t want to do this.” Natalie wailed, clutching into Jason, her fingernails digging tightly into his shoulders.

Jason stroked her hair.

“Shh, shh. It’s all right-“

“It’s not alright. I don’t want to marry him. I want you!” Natalie screamed.

The door opened suddenly and Natalie’s mother appeared, livid. “get out here, you disgusting idiot!” she yelled at Jason. “ No! I want him here!” screamed Natalie.

Two men appeared and began dragging Jason out. Natalie turned her face to her mother.

“I HATE YOU!” She screamed bitterly, resentment boiling over.

“You stupid child! You don’t know anything! You think what you have with Jason is love? In two or three years all your so-called passionate feeling would have disappeared and Jason will be cheating on you with a maid,” her mother said disdainfully.

In half an hour, Natalie’s face was painted, her hair coiffed, her heart stoned. Cameron came into the room.

“Natalie, be brave,” she said, hugging her cousin.

Natalie felt Cameron slip a parcel into her hand. She tried to see what it was but Cameron restrained her.

“Before the ceremony, when you’re alone, see what it is. If you need to use it, so be it. Remember, I love you.”

In the church, organ music was played as Natalie glided down the aisle, clad in a stunning gown of pure white. The train to her frothy skirt trailed behind her, as she walked gracefully towards the altar, one gloved hand holding her skirt to make sure she didn’t trip.

She faced her future husband, Jeremy, and she smiled serenely at him. Jeremy smiled back at her.

She almost felt sad for Jeremy. She knew Jeremy loved her, but try as she might, she couldn’t conjure up any feelings for Jeremy. She belonged to Jason, her wonderful Jason who was too poor for her mother to accept.

She realized the minister talking.

“Do you,Jeremy James, accept Natalie Ann to be your lawfully wedded wife?”

“I do, Jeremy said beaming.

“And do you, Natalie Ann, accept Jeremy James to be your lawfully wedded husband?”

Natalie let go her skirt, her gloved hand finally revealing what she had been concealing in the satin layers of her skirt. The audience gasped.

“No, I do not.”

Natalie strode down the aisle, people around her looking terrified as she held Cameron’s present firmly in two hands. She reached Jason, who was at the back row. “Do you want to do this?” she asked Jason.

Jason stared at her intensely, and nodded.

“It’s the only way to be together.”

Natalie turned her head to look at Cameron.

“Thank you, Cameron. I love you.”

In one quick moment, she pulled the trigger and Jason’s head exploded. Blood spattered all over the pews, people shrieking in fear.

Natalie pressed her lips against Jason’s, and then turned around, facing the horrified audience.

Pressing the pistol to her temple, she pulled the trigger.

And it was the most beautiful pain she had ever lived to feel for.
‘This is my happy ending.’ She whispered as she took in her last breath.

what a day! it's like 'friday the 13th'.. started the morning with my sis yelling at me to get up =.= (i stayed up till two to finish camp schedule and organize the songs! ugh!) then went to church and found out that one of the worship leader(who is suppose to lead) who's under my care didn't type the songs and get the chords.
so like i got scolded for that too. (in the end i had to back up and play guitar for her.. was suppose to be my week off!)

then aunty hoon asked me bout the puppet thing, and i said i didn't get to practise it yet cause i got alot of stuff to do but i'll practise it when devotion's over. then tiok bom again! like wth mans! tiok bom whole day arh!
then like no mood liaw.

then go baddie again.
argh! wth! what i said in my second blog post super true mans! i'm just so ...
made up some lame excuse to go home early. just didn't wanna be there. it just sucks. sorry mabel and the dude(who i can't remember what ur name was cause it's in chinese) for abandoning ya.. will partner up with ya next time..

this is just how it is:-
i fell out,
out of you and me,
you're fading from view,
and you're falling into history

hope tomorrow will be better, chey and i plan to get pn.chiam to sing since she dance infront of us before =.=! (rofl mans!)

ps: daph! i googled earth tabuan heights phase 8 and 7! nothing came up! u better do something or saturday is going to be just at taman sahabat. remember, book jacQ!

happy sunday!
mynameismanda, X

you're beauutiifulll!
you're beauutifulll! =D

haha yeaps, it's the james blunt song
chey and i can't stop singing it.but it gets funny when we try to do the sensored part.
malaysian marh. everything sensored one.

did nothing much today.
pn.chiam is always the highlight of the day. but today she's like not that fun to disturb. saddening. :( slept through a whole period. but it was free period so i don't feel thatt badd. hehe

after school, stayed back for iscf. went to get ice cream with jac and daph. lawls. apparently that ice cream brand, jac's dad's friend owns it. so she like tried it loads of times before and recommended it. haha. bought like 5 for jac,daph,judy,cindy and myself. then ah jac(different jac arh.. she's jacquelina.. the other one is jackelyn) was like "eee didn't buyy for me! still call me ah jac jie jie worr" (:P) haha. then i like went all the way to libra to buy one for her. then she was like "nooo .. joking nia" then like had to persuade her about 5 times to eat it then only she take. =.="
anyway, left earlier than expected. didn't feel so well. haha.

gotta get new guitar strings and capo.
rargh. waiting for mum to come back.
yay! the week's finally over. :)

happy friday people!

mynameismanda, X

head under water.
and you tell me to BREATHE EASY for a while!

had meeting with aunty lyn this afternoon.
OMG! who knew there's sooo much stuff that needs to be done before camp!
i got like up to sunday to arrange the schedule. so that our practices can start next week.
it's just MENTAL!

i didn't realise that i'm almost done with my geo project.(: at least i won't be so worried bout that.
sejarah's element one is done! gotta hand that in tomorrow.
got my woodwork materials today. so proud to say that i actually cut all the wood and measured already! so like i just need to stick them together and i'll be done!
that gives me ample time to prepare for PMR! (: happy happy!
but got peka to do this friday. that puan zaharah keeps delaying!

anyways, so motivated to study harder.(sudden feeling)went out to popular yesterday and bought like a huge stack of work books that i'll try to get done by end of this term's holiday.

Oh yeah! JTM YOUTH CAMP IS COMING UP! It's during the term hols. the second week of hols!date not confirmed yet. but if u're interested contact me (leave a note in the chatbox, will check it out)!
haha, now andrea, u can't say i didn't do my part. :p

have a great day!(:

mynameismanda, X

Hey ya'll!
sorry for late update (trying to update regularly, if possible)lawls.
anyway, been so busy with the wide prep. but yeah it's all over now. and it was GREAT! seriously! short and sweet!
haha.

got so much projects to finish. the stupid geography teacher ask to hand in the dapatan kajian and the rumusan this monday. =.= pn.sally (history teacher)gave us up till thursday to hand in element 1. But she practically gave us everything we need for the project. all we have to do is print a few stuff and type it out.
totally stressed bout geo project. sigh. have no idea what i'm suppose to do!
pn.pui is going to ask us to start wood work next week! so much to do! soooo little time!

oh yeah! and they stinking handphone guy who 'fixed' my phone said he would change my SE keypad with another original keypad (meaning fix my keypad problem with a original pad. not those fake ones) for only RM45. no labour charge. so i gotta get my phone back from daphne first. supposed to get it back today. but didn't go tuition. so attached to my current phone to be frank. so i think i'll keep SE as spare. lawls.

oh faeces! i think i lost my memory card!

i gtg.. gotta look for it. have a nice day! (:

mynameismanda, X

OMG OMG!
I AM SO FREAKING PISSED OFF at the repairman who fixed my phone's IC. He totally ripped me off man! changed all my original parts to fake ones. and when i sent it for service like one week after i sent to him(my keypad rosak) the dude told me it's all been replaced. will take about RM100++++ to find the parts and fix it. so WTF mans!
Wanted To slap the guy! like WTF! Dawson gave a weird suggestion just now at training. he said, "go burn down his shop larh! then he sure rugi one. u sue also not much u can get out of him. btw, make sure he give u new phone.. and while u're at it. get me a new phone too" =.="!!
nelson's suggestion even worst..
"later, when u play singles with me. u imagine me as the phone shop guy larh. then u very songg play."
then i said "u sure get bruises lorh. why don't u just go and bash him up. easier.."
then he said " can can.. i bring my 'tai ko' gang arh.. *then he did this sort of sisi smile.." =.="!
ughh! so annoyed man! whatever larh! totally going to sue him! report police mans! he owes me a new phone! because of him my damnn buttons can't use.. want to break his skull into half! argh!
anyway, thanks megan for the nice sketch book for my crap. it's totally useful :)

another random thing (:

I heard it in your voice when your love died
On a telephone connection stretching miles and miles of wire
You said it was over and then cried and cried
You were gone before I said goodbye

I don't like to think it is true
That distance came between us like a knife and cut right through
Where did we go wrong and let it all undo?
The only one I ever loved was you.

It kills me as I lay awake at night
Remembering the last kiss that we shared doesn't feel right
Is it impossible for me to win this fight
Keep you a little longer in my life?

Would you stay just a little, my love?
Would you sway just a little my love?
Because the hole in the middle of my heart needs filling up
If you stay just a little, that's enough.

mynameismanda, X

Hey ya'll!
just dropping by to update my crap.
right..
daph, siew sin and gan have been trying to make me go watch a movie with them for ages. daph couldn't stop asking =.= couldn't pay attention at tuition. sigh. and thanks to shawnne. i feel super nervous bout PMR. =.=
have to go study soon. Got to interview my dad for some svks project. blarhh..

owh yea. sent my phone for repair again!@#$%! so fruit-ing annoying. but anyway, getting so used to my spare phone. might not want my phone back. stupid stupid stupid.

feel like skipping training tomorrow. but gotta help nelson(kung fu panda) with stuff. so he insist that i go. but zzz i don't really like badminton anymore.
KPF knows why. but still forces me to go. Owh well, when he goes back to KL i'm gonna skip every week ;)


random (:

Welcome to the days of wariness
Where I'm feeling an echo inside my chest
I've a heart beating patiently along
Waiting for the other half of its song

And times have told the ways things come to light
Realizing a lack in your will to fight
Despite words crying inconsistencies
As you fall uneasily to your knees

And I'm not blind to what you're doing here
Make me feel like I'm special, but my dear
I have seen through a weakness in your eyes
You don't know it, but you're telling me lies

And you will soon wake to see
There is no heart in anything you say to me
We thought we'd found a harmony
A perfect match of melodies
No, if you listen closely now
I've been singing all alone

No, it's not enough
Don't touch my hand and call it love
If you can't hold it tight tonight
If you're not strong enough


mynameismanda, X

OMG! looked up google for N95 nad Nokia 5800.
can't decide which one to get!
I'm gonna miss my baby tho'. it's only been like 4-6 months or so. Curse K550i. rargh! so blardy annoying. sigh.
can't make up my mind! @.@

got loads of kerja khursus to do. but have no idea what i'm suppose to do. well especially geo project. my mind is like totally blank! =.= argh! frustrated. have to hand in in like one months time. argh!

give me advise on which phone to get yeah.
thanks loads people.
i gtg. getting mosquito bites! rawr!
buhbwaii

mynameismanda, X

Feel so random.
count down with me people.
i have like 1 more hour till my big day's over.
expecting kim's text at 11.59 pm. (like she PROMISED). so i ain't going to fall asleep.

can't wait for hannah montana the movie to come out. really wanna watch it =.=
addicted to the climb. haha. can't stop playing it on the guitar.
oh yeah, that reminds me. i still need to teach raye how to play sway on the guitar. lalala. =.= wait till his exams are over larh. =)

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

The struggles I’m facing
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
*I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most yeah
Just gotta keep going
And I, I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on
Cause...

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an up-hill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb


this song speaks bout what i go through. it's all sumarized into this one song and well this is just great. (:
love it to bits!
okay.. think i'm done being random.

mynameismanda, X

hey hey hey!
haha.I'm totally hyped up bout today!
i'm finally 15 (that like it's a good thing or anything.Considering the fact that i have to sit for PMR! =.=)
Yeaps! i changed my blog skin too!
It's my first time.. so if it sucks, just smile and leave a compliment even if u havta lie. (: haha.

first of all, i would like to sing

happy birthday to ME
happy birthday to ME
happy birthday to MEEE
happy birthday to ME!

*i'm doing the happy manda dance

ya'll gotta excuse the perasan-ness. i'm just happy!
haha. think that's about it!
oh yeah, for you bored people online.
go www.youtube.com
search niga higa or movie in minutes. go check out the parodies.
it rawks! basicly all niga higa productions rawks! u'll laugh till u ROFL! =.=

ps: i'm pissed off at ur LAME reason. At least the other two gave a reasonable one. you're just a fake bffl. just for show. but i'm not letting u spoil my day. so you can fuck fruit off.
that's all.

happy birthday to me. (:
mynameismanda, X